it took me a few years to face the fact i had no belief in a god. to me its utterly ludicrous. a massive empty space in the sky. yeah right. a total nonsense in this day and age.
but it was when i was about to become a father for the first time--in 1971--age 23. it came as a shock to realise i could have to make a decision about a blood transfusion--not for me--but my child.
no way--i was out--there and then. simple.